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I don't post on here because no one reads this... and if you are reading it.. good for you.

I don't do much on LJ because I don't have time to make my page look awesome.. and I don't have time to post pictures and whatnot..

Myspace and youtube are where I spend most of my internet time... the only reason I've got a LJ is because of Mandee..

So yeah...  I'm way to busy to care about blogging on LJ.  o.O

<3

Crazy times...

2:00 AM

Chain Smoking.

Family Guy on mute....

Things are moving so fast and I feel as though I have no way of keeping up.

I'm going to showcase Wicker Rabbit designs at a fashion industry and networking party very soon, and I SERIOUSLY don't have enough stuff made. Hopefully I can take some things to sell, but I don't know if that will be a reality.

I'm on the lookout for some potential models and people who know how to make shit...  I honestly do not believe that I will be able to cart around 100 people... I only need a few. Some of the people I would prefer to take along for this ridiculous adventure, may not be able to join in on the fun.... alas.

So yes... instead of sitting here on my computer, I should be making things.... but I am feeling rather lazy... and overwhelmed.

Perhaps the majority of the garments and accessories I will be showcasing will be things I've ALREADY made, as opposed to things that NEED to be made.

I've got ONE MONTH to prepare.... simply not enough time.

There will be a meeting with the directors of this event soon, and hopefully I won't screw myself out of this opportunity. I am overly critical of myself, and I am AWARE of this fact.....  it doesn't make it any easier to deal with.

The website is STILL under construction... and the myspace page will be going through a complete overhaul in the near future. TripleSix is helping with this and I have complete faith in her OUTSTANDING abilities.

SO MUCH TIME AND SO LITTLE TO DO!!!!!

......wait........

strike that....

.....reverse it.


~Zephyr

Well....

I've been insanely busy for the past two weeks...  been making dreads and crocheting my little hands into the depths of achey-ness...   Doing photos and videos with Laureli Slaughter...  I couldn't make it to dante's this past monday night...  Got so much on my plate right now..

It's starting to get a little overwhelming...  relationships/friendships are suffering because I'm never around.. and when I am..  I'm always so preoccupied... I just can't seem to help fucking things up one way or another...

I'm trying to master my dread making techniques and for whatever reason, I still can't seem to get them the way I want... they always look a little disheveled..  which, has its pro's...  they more... "real"? or natural perhaps..

I haven't seen Steve in days... I miss him.  When I get home from work tonight... he'll be asleep... 

I'm thinking I'm going to have to make less than what I expected for my runway show...  time and money are telling me so. I tend to take on projects a little too big for me to handle..

I've got some sewing to do tomorrow.. have to make some pillows.. and finish some headgear pieces for a set of cyber-esque falls.  Gotta work on one of the dresses for the show.....  *sigh* 

I will be going to Dante's on monday night.... I wish steve would go with me sometime...  bu he's always got some kind of excuse...  he hasn't met half of my friends... just because its "not what he's into"...   its so aggrivating..  I've met so many people he knows... I've gone with him places where I've felt uncomfortable and out of place... simply because he wanted go...

I need to make some adjustments to my costume for the Masque...

I've got a few ideas for other videos... I need to work on those... 

Jesus I've got too much to do and not enough time to do it in...    but for now... I have to get ready for work... 

my job officially sucks balls...  it has ceased to be a place that I enjoy.   but alas...  I need money..  to make more stuff... in the hopes that I can actually sell something...

~peace

oooga boooga boooga

So I've been camped out at the Slaughter House for about a week now...  and well...   its pretty much amazing. Better than chocolate...  yeah... I said it!   WHAT NOW?!?!?!?.......bitch...                I LOVE YOU

So, I do have to work tomorrow morning...   which wangs chung...

I need to make a live journal and a you tube page for Wicker Rabbit... 

Today Kids, we're going on a magical adventure into the LANND OFF THE DEEAAAAD!!!!  *insert creepy reverberations for that particular line HERE*   Pictures will be taken...  Laughs will be had...  there will be makeup involved, that alone makes it a good day.

So yes..    I heart  you for hearting me.   and thats all she wrote...


~Zephyr

eeeeewwww

So whats the deal with this humid weather?


I'm sitting in the sun, burning alive...  I need spf 45, just to stay ALIVE!!!

woot~

"You're so gay, and you don't even like boys...."

I'm bored AND  I have to work tonight...  it sucks... I hate working late...  cuz by the time I get home my poor tired pooky is already passed the fck out....   *emo tear*

I feel sticky...

ew...

I need to shower and get ready for work....  blah...    this entry is lame...  JUST LIKE ME!!!   *dances*

Home again home again.... jiggity jig...

So yeah...   Back in the LOU...   woo frickin hoo...   Real life sucks.

Steve and I celebrated our 4 year anniversary, got in touch with my pagan roots...  feels good to be out in nature with no tv, no phone, and no internets...  I did miss running water after a few days though. 

I have to work today... which wangs chung...  but alas, there is money to be made, and I shall make it...   one way or another. I'd rather not have to get out on that street corner and work my shit...  but if thats what it comes down to, beggars can't be choosers.

I need to get to work on making the runway clothes... shirts for Kitten, Triplesix, and Laureli Slaughter... and a multitude of dreads, extensions and costume crap...  So that I may open my own little freak boutique.

busy busy busy...

peace out y'all!!

~Zephyr

so much time so little to do...

I've got alot to do today and tomorrow... and then I will be GONE for a while.. till the 26th actually...

I need to finish some sketches for a comic book cover...
Gotta finish some outfits..

busy busy busy... gotta go to work later tonight....  it sucks..

gotta finish packing to go camping...  peace out y'all

But here it is ladies and gents...   even though NO ONE reads this... I feel compelled... to ... umm...  keep typing?   *shrugs*


I've got so much shit going on in my life right now..   I'm more busy than I've ever been... and my birthday is tomorrow...  

I'm trying to do a runway show.. make clothing for money... work at the fabric store...  start my own business.. and somehow still be ultra fabulous in the process...  It's exhausting being a faggot superstar...

makeup jobs in the near future...  as well as photoshoots...

I won't be posting any photos on here.. because I simply don't have the time..

I get on myspace more often anyway.. and all my shit is on there... so if you are reading this.. and are not really familiar with WTF I'm talking about...  check out my myspace page...

BTW...  TRIPLESIX....  you fukkin rock.

why am i still awake at 5 am?

Transister - Flow

 

Did a photoshoot with Ashley on saturday... had a blast.

She and I are going to California (Oakland) for a photoshoot at the end of September! I'm really excited about it.We're going to have so much fun.

I've almost got everything I need for the costume for LBLD, still need shoes... and a few other things..

Steve is lying next to me, snoring... he'll be awake in about half an hour, bright eyed and bushy tailed, ready for another day of grueling work...  *sigh*   he works too hard..  but I understand his reasons.  He has taken on another side job just to help me pay for the trip to CA.  *oh the guilt!*  I don't think he'll ever really know how much he means to me. What he does for me is above and beyond what I would think a boyfriend is "supposed" to do. 

Jon and I are leaving for KC on wednesday, going to go see Combichrist!!!!  AHHH!!!!  and then the next day we'll be headed to camp gaea to help set up for LBLD.  I'm going to have a hell of a time getting everything ready in the next few days...  I need to start making a list of things I need to pack...  

gotta take all my drag with me, along with camping stuff..  and enough clothing to last wednesday to monday...

I've got so much time, and so little to do!!!  .....wait....  strike that.... reverse it..

moving on~

boom

I never keep up with anything..  

I doubt anyone reads this anyway...  *shrugs*  

I'm up late, I'm tired.. and I don't know what to do...  there's this boy...   *sigh*...   I've already got a man, but this boy....  *sigh*...  he's just....   FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK...    thats how I feel about the situation right now...

even though me and my man have a somewhat open relationship, I'm scared I'm going to become VERY VERY emotionally attatched to this boy...  even if  I DON'T fool around with him... I'm thinkin he and I are going to become close...  I really really really really like him... more than i should admit...

Someone tell me what to do....

*sleep*